1. It is that time of the year na magfoform ka ng expectations, magsusulat ka ng mga plano. Maglilista ka ng mga resolutions. Ok rin sa akin yun kesa naman wala. I like planning. I like moving forward. I am on the side na mas ok pa rin na magplan ka for yourself or else other will plan it for you and most of the time you won't like it all. Kaya heto mga bucket lists, here and there. Most of them are carried out from last year. Some of them compliance. Others kumoconcept. Overall, it is focus, faith, hope and grace I need to carry so that most of my bucket lists will be achieved this year. As for the list, no grand plans. Pinaka effort na yata yung mga photo book and some travel, na tied naman sa work ko.
2. Siyempre nagplaplano din ang opisina. Of late, walang bukam bibig ang boss ko kundi maghanap na daw kami ng pera for funding our activities since sinabihan na kami ng city hall. And my exaggerated self in me is saying baka magsara na kami (na malayo pa naman mangyari). And honestly, ang pangit lang ng bungad ng taon kung ganoon ang vibrations. Well, it is just business as usual.
What is actually frustrating is malalaman mo din talaga na swerte mo na lang din kung kasama ka sa mga plano nila and all the time, hindi. Yung boss ko - hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga pinaglalaban niya? Nag life catch up kami and I realized na weak ang foundation niya. Inaasa lang niya sa iba ang groundwork, and that even includes her career. I do not know if she has some ownership to begin with. Kaya of late sa work, I cannot overcommit. I am in my closing in, closing out phase. Napaparesign lang ako. Will I resign this year? I can but I am not ready. The thing is no one is really ready.
3. I started to run, like in a threadmill. Not running fast pero ok na rin ang 30 minutes. I started going to the gym, twice to thrice a week. Nagzuzumba pag Monday which is my highlight. Then tambay sa gym on some days, at least 1-2 hours. I like it. It gives me a sense of routine. Plus maganda ang gym. May pa sauna at mini pool. Masarap talagang tumakbo. And yes, my running playlist is budotz mix. It helps. I intend this to be a habit. No excuses. Kuarentahin na ang lola mo. My goal is to at least spend 50 hours in a gym this year which is about three months. Extend natin yan pero for now, kumpletuhin muna natin.
4. Hindi na pala ako lumipat ng bahay. Maraming factors - lack of time, nagbakasyon din ako ng matagal noong holiday kaya hindi ko na naasikaso. Somehow, ok na rin naman. Wala naman increase sa rent, which is a good deal. At wala na rin akong makakahanap ng ganito ka mura din at kaaccessible. I just need to make most out of it. At yung masasave ko naman, pang gastos na lang sa iba. Last year, i was thinking this would be the big change, and this would help me reduce my depression. Pero tinamad na din. And more than tinamad, again, the practical side of things.
For now, I am just busy moving things para magfeeling bago ang vibes. I am also decluterring and trying not to add some home stuffs anymore.
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